“Monthly trouble “

I call it monthly trouble because I feel it every month regularly. Does it hurt me??? Yes, it does, really…

I nearly lose my daily activities when it comes, I just want to lay on my bed while crying, I look like a mad girl, I respond some people emotionally. OMG, I usually lose control, I just want to be angry when talking or saying something (if it’s in the highest stadium). It’s rather embarrassing I think, then it makes me stranger, it makes me like another one somehow.  Then because of that illness, I feel as if I want to eat and drink all the time (sounds exaggerated), but that’s the fact. Something I really hate is being ignored, specially by him (hehehehe, kidding).

Here is my story for this month…

Few days ago, something funny happened. My aunt asked me a question in the early morning. “Hey, are you OK? What’s wrong with your eyes? Why are they puffy”?  I just replied by smiling at her.

Then she asked me again, “Wait… you have broken your relationship with your boyfriend? He left you, right?” I simply answered “NO”.(it sounds funny I think).

“So, why did you cry last night”? She asked (That’s right, I have cried for some hours).

I then asked, “is it only because of boyfriend when a woman cries?”

My aunt answered, “No at all, but you don’t want to answer my question”

“As usual, I get terrible condition when something comes ” I said.

“oww… poor you, you have to feel it every month… Try to find the solution”!

I guess my aunt is bored with my sigh; fortunately she is a kind and patient one…(Alhamdulillah)

At last, you may guess what I meant in my story above. For you all (who know), particularly for the women, if you have the same experience, please share me the way you face it or to find the solution. Thanks.